[Verse 1: Austin Rapbaum]
Let me out of my mind yeah I'm trapped in a box
Stuck and confined by this cage and this lock
Going crazy mental fading a lot
Someone aid me I need saving from my
Own self, no help
Rap game, Michael Phelps
I'm swimming in her
And my conjecture
Is that I'll brake after this elixir
I said, do you get the picture
When you get the mixture
Double cup of liquor
Plus a couple swishers
Think I'm such a spinster
(Something more sinister)
I'll probably end up in the dirt
Self-medication is a statement
Of my mental state and that it's breaking
I'm feeling vacant in my brain man
Guess I'm saying that I'm paving
A path
To my own destruction
It doesn't matter what the function
Cause I always got a substance
And it's gonna get me bumping
Or at least get me something
More than nothing
Asking how did I get s**ed in
Was above it now I couldn't put enough in
Must be cause the d** got a suction
It s**s man to witness your own corruption
But I'm blunted
[HOOK]
Always thought I wanted to let go
Now I don't know how to take hold
(I'm slippin)
Often wonder if I've lost control
If so it's too late though
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[Verse 2: Austin Rapbaum]
I could always take another drink man
What you thinking
If it's swim or sink then
I'll be clinging
Never be the weakest link in
All the clinking
Like the gla** that breaks from the singing
So I'll be downing these drinks all night
And I'll be drowning in gin and Sprite
Find me soaring like I'm in flight
Eyes wide open like I've seen the light
Ain't a fiend alright I just need these like
I'm diseased so appease what I plead in spite
Of your beliefs pre conceived they may be imprecise
Leave me be to believe that I'll be alright
Even if I'm not probably shouldn't stop
Cause I brag a lot and I don't flip flop
Plus my brains on mute due to this brew
Look the same but review my screws is loose
EVEN THOUGH HE'S TRASHED
He's still rockin it x7
Damn right I'm still rocking it
And I'm not stopping b**h
Tell me what my options is
Then we're moving on from this
Forget what obnoxious is
Every time I'm on the sh**
Me and my conglomerates
Cease for lost consciousness
[Hook]
Always thought I wanted to let go
Now I don't know how to take hold
(I'm slippin)
Often wonder if I've lost control
If so it's too late though
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