Now you f**ing listen:
We now know how it was always so even more ordinary, even more sloppy and even more disappointing
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wasn't anywhere near
the fact you still don't know you know the f** how it is
the f** how you lived, the f** how you'll die
so while you stare at your blank self
from where I see it
from up here
it's just the way it is
just as that's just the way it was
just as I'll call your f**ing bullsh**
just as I'll turn your hate to sympathy
just as I'll f** you so hard
just as I'll work you like f**ing slavery
just as I'll put you in the f**ing hotseat
and if you're willing to work and create altars
I'll reach over
take hold of the zip of your f**ing parasite façade
and pull it down so so so quickly
strike so very f**ing fast
that that desperate tortured fragile soul of yours
your tired slow tendered dissociated f**ing core
slides onto this floor
dividing your split dysfunctioning carca**
then it must be time to go inside and find out what the f** it is that you really want.
it's perfectness
it's shatteredness
dissociated
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now, as I see it
from where i'm looking
that's really just the way it is.