[Verse 1: Hack Naja]
When I let go of this earth, just judge me by my worth
Look at the things I've accomplished since the day of my birth
Look at the tattoo on my back and every dot in my skin
And you can see how when you back away, they merge and then blend
I wrote in cursive and pen about my pain from within
Sometimes it hurts to be so versatile, people think I pretend
So when no words came to mouth, they came out in letters I'd send
And if you've got one of those, a piece of my soul's in your hand
I don't sleep deep enough to dream, I'm never fully at rest
What this means is that my mind is never fully at it's best
And there seem to be sometimes I find myself in a mess
Blind sided, that violence can kind of help with the stress
I'll stand alone at night, in downtown Austin and stare
Cause I'm surrounded by people, but it's like there's nobody there
Or I could take the help of a drink, and think to myself I don't care
But I kinda feel defeated, I'm breathin' in idol air
[Hook: Hack Naja]
And I don't...I don't wanna go home tonight
I'll just be alone, the ride'll be along that same dark road that I know
People come and they go and people love and they grow
But everything comes to an end and then you reap what you sew
So on the day that I die, I hope the whole world cries
It has to mean that I've accomplished something great in my life
I know the story is long and all the glory is gone
But after my heart's last beat, this song will carry me on
[Verse 2: Hack Naja]
And then I hear it bein' played in my funeral
It seems cliche to me that it's so dark and you're beautiful
And on that cloudy day, I hope your hearts will be true to your souls
Part of me will always be alive in my music, you know
But I think this state of mind is somethin' that keeps me anchored down
Connected to where I'm from and what I've done in the underground
Through music I can transcend time
And It stills blows my mind that I've become someone who's really wanted now
So I'll continue what I've started here, it's all that I've got
And one day tell my son or daughters stories of all that it brought
So when the time comes that I have to pa** away
I'll have already pa**ed on everything that I wanted to say
When they lay me down in my grave, I'll look to the sky
Through the dirt and clouds, I'll see the stars through lifeless eyes
Finally done with all the pain I took when I was alive
If I never get to say it "This is my goodbye"
[Hook]