I'm not proud of the person I am
I'm not fond of the way that I've been
Lately acting out, lashing out, breaking down
Dumping blame on everything but myself
(The one deserving of)
The void that emerged from the weight
The weight that cannot be replaced
The waste I've been made out to be
As if you know me, as if you see how I see
The world, the game
The portrait, including the frame
Ignoring the caption
Commending the name
Shapeshifting themselves to sustain
I'm not proud of the person I am
But I'm through with holding tight to every thread that I can
Cause I'd rather sew a scarf and face the merciless cold
Than make a blanket laced with holding things that ain't got
No soul
Are you aware they're washing your brain?
Are you content with how the world is so strange?
Are you the kind to be cruel to those who wonder
And say please wake up
Wake up wake up wake up
Wake up wake up wake up
For everyone's sake