Too much is conditional
And too much has changed
Why do I feel so defeated
If everything is still pending?
I want to be that
Person that helps another
Hold their head up high
But I have too many
Problems of my own
I just wanna stay unknown
Until the day I die
I can't give up but I want to so badly
Feeling alone
What's someone like me to do?
Do I do this to myself
Or is this solely because of you?
Too afraid to start
And too afraid to finish
I'll put on a brave face
So you can bare witness
Adolescence to adulthood
Everything in between is a blur
I rode the waves, somehow
Somehow I'm just not sure
Was it me who really did this?
Was it me who ruined your life?
Is it me the one who deserves to die?