Burned so deep in my subconscious
Observe me and my psychosis
Masking the pain on the surface I trade
Fearing the creature for which you create
(Gargling gla**)
Rebelling the demons that stir from the past
Self-mutilation I'm gargling gla**
(Gargling gla**)
Burned deep inside
Tear out my throat with no chance to survive
Painful and slow
Sickens the mind but must feed the soul
Gla** shreds mute sound
I'm heaving flesh onto the ground
Must question mental state
Self-mutilation seems irate
Disemboweled through throat with gla**
Blood is spewing from my a**
Burned deep inside
Tear out my throat with no chance to survive
Painful and slow
Sickens the mind but must feed the soul
Must question mental state
Self-mutilation seems irate
Disemboweled through throat with gla**
Blood is spewing from my a**
On with the pain suffer again forcing
The gla** fragments down my throat
On with the pain suffer again I'm free
d**h's pleasure it holds me
On with the pain suffer again scarring
My own flesh to soothe the pain
Soothe the pain, experiment
I am the guinea pig
You don't feel you f**ing k**
Mutilated thrown away
Troubled for I choose this life that I'm taking
Flesh ripped open peacefully I lie in my f**ing waste
This is how I choose to die
Gargling gla**
can't inhibit my decision
Gargling on gla**
Fearing the sickness reality's gone
Hacking away at self worth
Forcing gla** down my esophagus
Self-mutilation is driving the curse
Chocking on blood and pieces of meat
Hacking away at my flesh
No blood to my brain
I fall to the floor
Convulsing and twitching
I now greet my d**h
There is no pain
Scarring my brain
Hemorrhaging eye
Maggots and flies
Flesh in a heap
Vocal chords seep
Blood mixed with bile
Stench is so vile
Soothe the pain, experiment
I am the guinea pig
You don't feel you f**ing k**
Mutilated thrown away
Troubled for I choose this life that I'm taking
Flesh ripped open peacefully I lie in my f**ing waste
This is how I choose to die
Gargling gla**
Suicidal voices calling form beyond
d**h has swept across my ears with the sweetest song
On my grave their lies a wreath
Six feet under I lie beneath
Suffer with the pain
Reaching out again
A prisoner in my own hell
Fear engulfs my being
The horrors I am seeing cannot be described