Im drowning down from my own dead thoughts
Suffocating every last breath I have
As I start cutting open my heart
Tearing apart every lung and every limb, as my body starts to fall apart
But it never goes away, oh no it never goes away
When all that is left, are the dead memories of you and I
But the pain never fades away, oh no it never fades away
When all that is left, are the broken dreams and promises!
So I'll just carry on my own dead self home
To the place we always dreamed of
Making every moment, every memory possible
But it makes me go insane, that I am on my own now, and I have to destroy everything in my path that reminds me of us
So I can rea**emble my own life back
Sowing up every mistake and every lost forgotten hope I wasted away
Wishing one day someone will replace all the shattered pieces of my torn f**ing life!
Every raindrop, reminds me of our pain
Every blowing wind, brings me back to our past
Where I was alive
Feeling unstoppable by people who tried to run me down
But you always knew the right words to say, when I was feeling down
And you always knew the right moves to do, when I was feeling hurt
But look at where we are now
Nothing but a plastic bag on the ground
Yet, I always held you up high
As I watched you change on me
But I was the one who had to be okay
But I was the one who had to walk away
Just to take away your pain
Oh you're promise were all just full of f**ing bullsh** from the beginning
Ah!
So much thoughts
So much memories
Feeling so f**ing guilty each day
Asking myself how can I fix this
How can I change this
Hoping to see more clarity through this
But but oh no, all the mistake, and all the regrets comes back
Leaving me feel so weary, Leaving me so blank, and I try not too
Yeah I try not too
But the feelings overwhelm me
But the pain overcomes me
Taking control who I really am
Making me feel so lost
Making me feel so empty
And I try to fight it each night
But your face never goes away!
It was all just a lie
It was all just a game
Just for you to pa** the time....
Just for you to pa** the f**ing time!
Eyahhh!
So I'll carry on my own dead self home
To the place we always dreamed of
Making every moment, every memory possible
But it makes me go insane that I am on my own now, and I have to destroy everything in my path that reminds me of us
So I can rea**emble my own life back together
Sowing up every mistake and every lost forgotten hope I wasted away!
Wishing one day someone will replace all the shattered pieces of my torn life!