Eyah!
Here we go again
Another day, another night
No answer from you, no answer ever
Are we playing a game or are you just a liar
I can't tell anymore, oh no I don't know who you are no more
You just leave me for no reason
You just push me away with no explanation
And this sh** makes me laugh cause you just used me for your f**ing pleasure, for your f**ing entertainment, and I never knew you could be this way
But it's hard to face the facts when you told me so much in such little time
But I'm the one who's to blame for all the pain
And it's so funny that it hurts, but I guess that's love for you, and I was the stupid one to fall for someone who doesn't care, who doesn't appreciate
But this is life, and nothing will go as you f**ing plan!
I devoted my life for you
Showing you everything that I could
But I guess I'm not who you are looking for
Yet, I trusted your words
I believed in your words
Sinking away all my bad thoughts, so that I could have you
But you never seemed to care, oh no you never seemed to adore
From how you acted and how you treated me
Maybe I was overthinking it or just missing it
But from what I have seen, you seem fine without me either way!
Days turning into weeks, weeks turning into months
And I haven't heard your voice since
Is this how you leave me, is this how it's suppose to be
Just leaving me alone in the dark
Watching me bleed from within
Agonizing me until I combust
I should've known right from the start, you weren't worth the pain
Yet, I'm helpless without you
And I find this all so funny cause' you played me the whole time when you could've just told me no right from the start, but f**
That wasn't your plan
That wasn't your intention
You used me so you couldn't feel so alone, so desolated
Just for your pity self to not feel so f**ing helpless!
But just remember this one thing miss, I'm never coming back to this mess!
I devoted my life for you
Showing you everything that I could
But I guess I'm not who you are looking for
Yet, I trusted your words
I believed in your words
Sinking away all my bad thoughts so I could have you
But you never seemed to care, oh no you never seemed to adore
From how you acted and how you treated me
Maybe I was overthinking it or just missing it
But from what I have seen, you seem fine without me either way!
Eyah!
f** you!
f** your name!
f** your face!
f** the sh** you gave to me!
f** your sorrow!
f** your pity!
f** the shame you have for me!
f** everything you have done!
How did it become like this?
How did it turn out like this?
When I gave you my life
When I granted you love
Showing you all my affection and telling you it will be all okay, o' so okay, but now we faded apart
What happened to us!
I devoted my life for you
Showing you everything that I could
But I guess I'm not who you are looking for
Yet, I trusted your words
I believed in your words
Sinking away all my bad thoughts, so that I could have you
But you never seemed to care, oh no you never seemed to adore
From how you acted and how you treated me
Maybe I was overthinking it or just missing it
But from what I have seen, you seem fine without me either way!
...and it tears me inside out!