I threw up my vocal chords
My lungs are punctured
And it still took three long months
For these words to come out right
You got that look in your eyes
The one that tells me you're sick and f**ing tired
Of listening to me now
Still there's no one else to talk to
No one else to open up to
Would you give me one last chance?
Either way I'm f**ing lost
Would you dare
Or even care
If I told you everything's alright?
Take these words
Shove them away
And believe them any other day
I tried to drown these thoughts
In alcohol, just put on a drunken smile
And the two of you looked tired
I've lost all integrity
In a bottle of shame
And a million cigarettes
I knew you'd give up on me
There is nothing I could say to you
To convince you that these words are true
So I just pa** out in front of you
Oh I'm so f**ing lost