i'm thinkin bout relapsin again
i can't help it i always give in
i'm scared to fly home i'm scared to die when i land
cuz i kno my plug will be waitin there with open hands
i wanna change i rly do
but i can't cuz i dont kno who
who i am
i wanna be somebody
that isn't just a f**in junkie
but i dont kno how to be anythin besides me
and this is me
this is me
this is all i wanna be
i've never felt so f**in free