You know
It's in the way you move
The way you look at me
The clarity I see
In how much hate you have
The fierceness in your hands
The twitching seething rage
All hidden under flesh
All waiting for a crack
A tiny suggestion
That this is how to play
In silence shoving down
But everyone can see
Now your desperate for a cure
For the chaos you've become
You know more than anyone
That I don't know the way
Tiny space drilled in my chest
To wrestle weary hard
But nothings left inside this hole
No plan to find a missing part
You tore chunks out of it
And once just gave yourself away
And now you can't embrace the cold
Can't sleep at night
Can't dream
Can't wonder it
Can't find the thing you truly crave
Instead giving it away
For something that you know
It's in the way you speak
The way you tongue your words
The way you hide inside
A growth you call your flesh
Secure from all of us
A garden in your head
To grow a heart of pain
This is all that remains
You know it's how you get by
It's how you find your strength
In empty solitude
In quiet patient depths