[Intro: Tony Ri'chard]
Man I'm still close to God like Jesus
Word on my neck hanging like Jesus pieces
They tell me cut his name out my songs, but he my peace in the storm
Quit playing, you're boring
There's not enough pain in your songs
Wet floor ???, surprised you can't tell
Discovered they weren't drinking water from the living well
I got old friends, dead; living in a living hell
'Cause they climb on ?? and temptation, they fail, rebel
Hey ??? I'm feeling ??? in this hearse
I'm feeling like Lauryn in this verse
I'm feeling like snoring and it's cursed
Cause it's blood on the door but there's no need for a nurse
[Verse 1: Tony Ri'chard]
Would you love me?
Good God, even if I wasn't living right
Even if I denied your Son tonight
If I'm anxious 'cause my flesh lacking in a bat practice??
The world is such a distraction
But since the world's cooking up magic
It's a climax then I'm feel like in a casket
I've been feeling like a ba*tard
Black kid in a green world, greed is the green girl
Can you hear me, master?
Can you answer back faster?
Does your dissing even matter
As a matter, am I boring you with all this chatter
While I'm pouring out all of these ???
See the world is getting real madder like the Mad Hatter
No Batmans in Gotham
But tokers blowing them Tylers
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Kardashians with no knowledge
And ?? is empowered and the leaders turn cowards
So the block leaders like violence
And the adolescent ???
No maleficent, no significance without flying, they denying
Look, I'm trying to keep my faith
But we hell-bound for Pete's sakes
See we sell lies ?????
To boquet, funerals going up on a Tuesday
[Bridge:]
Do you love me, or is it just a facade?
So many tears in my eyes
???? Am I by your side
See I've been down here before
Fingernails in the floor
Demons on me lately
I need ?? from the ??? in the sky
See I've been walking this road
There's no place I can go
This anxiety invited me
So I'm contemplating suicide
Then the Spirit came visit me
While hanging under a tree
Suffocating
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[Verse 2]
Would you love me if I sold nicks and dimes
And s**t women for a peace of mind
While snorting coke from Columbia
And a deep stroke ???
While I'm throwing up alcohol, vomit
I know that you created counselors without a comma
But my counselor was a medicine mama
And my father, well he never did bother
Except with child support so we never had to go to court
Would you love me if my hair was coarse
Cursing, chilling, real high in church
Or ?? your k**ing some pastor
Or a rich college kid in the pa**port
We underhand in they ba** ports??
We on demand cause they on demand
????With a tool in hand like an architect
Would you love me?
With a MAC in the back of a trunk
With a bag full of skunk
With a mask and a bump
With a black and the black in ??my lungs
Giving out toe tags and stump
Man I ride for the crack but the crack and a bum
Would you love to the sun
When I'm lost can I run to you
With heart full of pain like Forest Gump
With a junk and a root in my vein
What am I, insane, insane in the membrane
Curing this pain with the sun, hanging looking at the sun
With a heart for the love and a heart
And a heart for the love
Three times for the heart for the love
Cause we living in times where the heart don't love
Everyone with a curse in our blood
[Hook]
Look what it cost
I can be like God
Opened my eyes
Now separated from the Maker
Listened to the father of lies
[Verse 3]
So God left me with withdraws
For many of days to see the light of his deity
He just so ???
You can't shake back from his glory
Wait, pause, so you saw God in a bright fog
And time paused and you couldn't feel your knees fall
Or wet eyes or wide jaw
And my response to the question
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