A controversial phrase of "WHERE TO BEGIN?"
This isn't a memory nor a love story
But a scroll up and down between you and me
How can I ever win this game?
When a prankster would say,
"What a joke! You two aren't meant to be."
Forget my feelings, forget my thoughts
Just so you know, doing that is very difficult
As well as telling that to your "boyfriend"
You haven't seen my face nor his
Now that my circumstances have changed
You can come out from my screen, you stranger
I even call you for nothing, just wondering
Of all people, why it has to be you I've been missing?
And i'm stealing this moment just to tell you this,
For an instance, in a distance, there's me saying,
"I don't love you because you don't want me to,
May be one day you will and say things I longed to hear"
Those conversations we had,
Turned nonsense and the truth is in between
Those kisses you sent me,
It was pretty intense, still I wish they were all real.