Thoughts are running through my head
The words I said and what I meant
Nothing seems to come out right
'Cause I can't say sorry
'Cause I can't say sorry
'Cause I'm too confused
Torture myself
Too weak to be vulnerable
Cruel to myself
How do I find my way
Torture myself
Too weak to be vulnerable
Cruel to myself
How do I find my way home
Scratch your name into my mind
See my pain or are you blind
Come and make these diamonds shine
Torture myself
Too weak to be vulnerable
Cruel to myself
How do I find my way
Torture myself
Too weak to be vulnerable
Cruel to myself
How do I find my way home
I am helpless
Waves are crashing down on me
I am breathless
s** me under pulls me in
Torture myself
Too weak to be vulnerable
Cruel to myself
How do I find my way
Torture myself
Too weak to be vulnerable
Cruel to myself
How do I find my way home