[Verse 1: OnMna]
I'm at the bottom now, can't get any worse than this
But I can't find the time to start overcoming this sh**
I don't get what I just said,cause time is all I got
Strenght is what I lack man, mental and physical now
Fighting all these skeletons is draining my health
My imagination playing tricks on my a**
Failure is becoming the norm, no longer the exception
Waking up everyday, ready to face deception
Cause right now, f**, I can't blame anyone
So for once I'll be a man. and take credit for this one
I pushed myself over the edge and into the abyss
Have no idea when I'll get out, f** this
Keyboard, PC, weed, and I'm rolling
Some stupid sh**, phantom on, and I'm flowing
The beat starts to get me optimistical
Suddenly sh** isn't that bad, but I'm still critical
And this is the best state of mind to create
sh** is flowing in my head and I can deviate
From the limitations I put up on myself
Show the unrated version of the On Mna, the true self
Dude, I'm winning this just by prevailing and breathing
Love the way I'm still standing here even when life's bullets hit me
I don't feel like an adult, cause I ain't giving it up
People staying in their comfort zone just make me wanna cry
Their lack of ambitions is contagious and bleak
It's always better to surround yourself of those who speak
Their minds, opinions flying everywhere
Just get that insight, recycle it, use it nowhere
[Verse 2: OnMna]
Who's got the right to say how, for that matter?
It's a never ending pile of mindless chatter
People pushing their truths to people's faces
Not realizing they live in cages
Their so called truths don't have to apply to eveyrone else
And they have a hard time trying to make sense
Of this anti-equation, that good-feeling sensation
Of "Live and Let live" getting close to redemption
So if you ask me, It will keep getting obnoxious
I'll choose music every time, and for me that is obvious
But that's not the point I'm trying to get across
Music might not be for you, so please don't give me the toss
The thing is, find your treasure, and your own pleasure
Let it be what you feel n***a, Don't hesitate for a second
Cause I won't judge a bit, if you're sure of your selection
People like you fear the concept of transgression
[Hook: Zarabas]
Yeah yeah, I gotta... get the smoke out my mind
So funny, so funny ha ha
Ain't bout the weed, ain't bout the hood n***a
Yeah yeah, I gotta... get the smoke out my mind
So funny, so funny ha ha
Ain't bout the weed, ain't bout the hood n***a
[Verse 3: OnMna]
I pity all the fools that live afraid of life
By all those rules they create, they feel the need to abide
Makes me think of people that can't go into relationships
Cause they don't want to burn bridges, they never get intimate
I'd love to be like the chumps that stare at the same girl for ten minutes straight
But I can't cause my concentration s**s, and I deviate when I see funny sh**
So on a daily basis, I look in the mirror
And lie to myself, it's actually pretty simple
To buy my own bullsh**, feel like I have a plan
So I don't fall into depresion, I'm not really a man
That has a bulletproof sight, I can't follow the line
Steady Job? Good money? sorry, not on my mind
I'm sure nobody's going to chase my dream for me
Clock is ticking n***a, Now the time has come for me to see
How much time I'm really willing to compromise
To this silly things that I fantasize
About every day, when I'm working, joking, with my friends provoking
The though that life has to be more than this cause it's boring