Are you losing sleep?
Or did you think that I would try,
To spend my time counting the days?
To watch the sun go down,
Outside your house?
You know I cant carry this weight I still never gave up,
The dreams that we made up
At least I'm not lying myself away
It's all the same to you Of all the times to speak-
You spoke out first,
And all the times to leave-
You chose the worst,
You picked yourself,
Just because it hurts
Counting the days,
'Til I don't bite my tongue
Constantly tried,
But never proved me wrong
I got it rough,
Got my fingers crossed,
That you'll be gone But I still never gave up,
Those dreams that we made up
At least I'm not lying myself away
It's all the same to you