You live like an old woman
Your heartbeat so slow you can count in one hand
Things happen around you
But you watch them as if they're on TV
Wonder if they can hear you
but you got nothing to say back
You live like a starved person
You would do the least to keep your energy
You just wait half asleep
for the change that would lush your days
Wary to keep your bucket down
looking at the world on your palm
When someone makes you mad
you just nod
When someone does something funny
you just grin
Little boy born in December
trying to catch up with January
You're under probation
just like everything else in your life
It's barely started yet it's gone so fast
Will you be happier when you get everything you ever wanted?
(Somehow you'll make it but will you have your feet still?
Somehow you'll take it but will you have your heart still?)