As days pa**, your presence is unsettling.
Two weeks pa**, your tears can't make me move a muscle.
Three weeks pa**, the very sight of you infuriates me.
Four weeks pa**, you're tearing apart my things
And wishing you had never met me.
I wish I could say that it's been you and not me.
But I was born this way, and nothing on Earth can change it.
Gone through the same thing time and time again.
I patiently await the day that someone comes to teach me how to love.
Why can't I love?
Why can't I care at all?
Why can't I cherish anything?
Do you know what it's like to have all interests fade in a month?
I'll find the pettiest flaw in a perfect prize and throw her away.
Why can't I love?
Why can't I care at all?
Why can't I cherish anything?
You'll move on in no time at all
While I'm stuck here lost and cursed
All qualms that you have with me
I promise they'll die with my regard
21 years have pa**ed, and nothing has changed.
Got so much time to live, but I will never love.
Why can't I love?
Why can't I care at all?
Why can't I cherish anything?
And,
Love is not an option for me
Love will always be just a dream
But I'll be stuck in this loveless nightmare for the rest of my life.