(Interlude: Eli)
I've been thinkin bout ya x3
Do you think about me still
Do ya x2
(Verse 1: TROY)
I've been thinkin about you
It's pretty evident
I'm feelin worse than I've ever been
Feelin these feeligns about you ain't makin it better and
I'm feelin hesitant
Is you comparin' me I feel apparently still and
Apparent can't repair the vacancy
I'm fake chill but inherently chilled to the
Core. That's what's now
My reminiscin isn't shut down
We were thinkin one day our son would rise up in the morning
From his bed those dreams are sundown now
That's deep sh**
I'm sure you be over there on some Heathcliff
Laughin it off. But I be the puss in boots
And the boots they be heavy and I mean this
(Chorus: Eli)
Nowadays you've been runnin' on my mind
Marathonin' all the time
I've been thinkin' bout' you lately and you know
Movin' on has been the hardest
I just wanna let it go
But I can't cause I'm holdin' on
X2
(Verse 2: TROY)
This sh** is my fault
We both agree that I hurt us
I heard us isn't what it seems now
Rippin apart at the seams and seemin to be
A reason to be changing the scene now
But the screen is changing to green
I feel like I'm fakin the movie
Not givin' effort when they get to shooting
I say that's a rap wit me go get recruiting
They know what I'm doing: reviewing myself
Secluding myself with the lady pursuing
Removing the love that I'm never renewing
Comparing it with when I felt my heart moving
Hello Miss let me misconstrue
Give you presents with Christmas blues
I promise you that you'll witness truth
With everything but how I'm feelin with you
(Chorus)
(Bridge: Eli)
All of it was my fault
Had to get it my way (x8)
(Secondary Chorus:)
Or do you not think so far ahead
Cause I've been thinkin bout forever (x2)