I wake up in the night but you don't know it
It k**s me you're not there
But I won't show it
Lying awake
Hoping the fever will break
And the shakes will soon go away
Is there anything I can't take?
Cause I don't understand you at all
(Don't understand you at all.)
Don't wanna stand where you fall
There's no need
There's no turning back
(Turning back.)
Cause I know what you are
And I'm really sick
But I'm kicking you today
I can't keep getting back
What you keep taking away
It's part of the deal
And what it means is I'm starting to heal
Learning to see
And I've finally begun to feel
Cause I don't understand you at all
(Don't understand you at all.)
Don't wanna stand where you fall
There's no need
There's no turning back
(Turning back.)
Cause I know what you are
When you're gone
(When you're gone.)
Something good will come along
When it's over
I won't look over my sholder
I'm getting well
Don't try to save me
I'm saving myself
You go to hell
And it's probably just as well
Cause I don't understand you at all
(Don't understand you at all.)
Don't wanna stand where you fall
There's no need
There's no turning back
Cause I know what you are
I know what you are
I know what you are
I know what you are