[Obi]
Thought I looked and saw a photo of my life,
Not 4 years before I turned 5, that's enough,
When you truly know the nature of our lives,
It'll be way past our all our primes, what a bust,
[Phantom]
I've been seeing eyes but they just whispered in my head,
We will never truly kick it till the bucket at the end,
f**, I need a drink, I need a bump, I needa bend,
I needa……… guess I need a next,
Still you talking like you know me,
That's perks of growing up, never know until its done,
The greatest enemies the person in your life,
That makes you think that when you grow up all this sh** will be alright,
Could be a mother or a father or sister,
Usually a lover never thought that you could never miss but,
Aiming's getting tuff when you been aiming for a missed shot,
I guess this growing up is just the painting the picture,
(Chorus)
And ill drink till my liver gets cirrhosis,
And I've been thinking its something that you should notice,
From all this calling out, deaf ears are just a lotus,
And ill just drink untill my liver gets cirrhosis,
I need some balance, need some truth,
I needa go with, I needa go with…
[Obi]
And ill just drink till my liver gets cirrhosis,
And my wife gets a call from a room,
I'm just lying in, no need to lie to the family
We just dying man,
I need balance, I need truth I need some vitamins,
I need some guidance im just sick of all that lying man.
I'm sick of all the lying man,
[Phantom]
Could've been the 20 hours I was closed lip,
Did you even notice, Its notable,
Never needed your help,
Or did I lie to myself,
Its easy tryna cope,
When you deny that your alone,
Forgetting times, I got too f**ed up drinking wine,
And calling phones I knew would not reply,
Or even give me the time, just to swipe too the right,
A little message or a line, I think im loosing my…
Its all good,
Forgetting times, on time again,
Its all good,
Cause I'ma smash f**ing that bottle,
And ill drink till halleluiah,
f**ing 40 days left praying,
Just to fall upon a new star,
Its all good,
Its all good,
(Chorus)
And ill drink till my liver gets cirrhosis,
And I've been thinking its something that you should notice,
From all this calling out, deaf ears are just a lotus,
And ill just drink until my liver gets cirrhosis,
I need some balance, need some truth,
I needa go with, I needa go with…