Take a good look and tell me what the f** you see
If you could turn around you think you'd find another me
Oh you won't? is that a good thing?
Go ahead turn your back on me and what we could be
Peep the mood ring, look. it stay on black
I hate me, I love you; but I ain't gon say all that
I love me, I hate you; now take that and run with it
I see ya, it's the idea, not me you in love with
But I beat until it's burgundy
I need it so urgently
And I don't care about your new man and if he heard of me
It's so absurd how you on my dick and on my nerves
But the past already pa**ed it's for and birds and the chirps
I could either jump off of this cliff or just light this spliff
f** it, b**h. I just might kiss lips
With you
But if I lean in
I go against what I believe in
You the habit that I'm leaving, but it's you I love to be in
I think about you so frequent, but not about us
Because what we had and what we could've had is left in the dust
Pray another one dont bite it or have anything like it
I mean f** it, why not, what we had was so exciting
But there's more to us; but then there's more than us
Because only we f**ed up because we was forcing us
And we couldn't let time do its dirt or its work
So it ain't work, now u ain't mines and i ain't yours
Ain't nobody perfect, but everybody worth it
No pain no gain, so i'ma come up from this hurting
The future's uncertain
I'ma just hope that i can be alive before my
Curtains close. i hope you know
That ain't nobody perfect, but everybody worth it
No pain no gain, so i'ma come up from this hurting
The future's uncertain
I'ma just hope that i can be alive before my curtains close i hope you know
[Hook]
If only you and I could just look up to the stars
We'd remember how big and small that we are
And I swear to god if I was just up to par
I wouldn't even f**ing think about crashing this car
If only you and I could just look up to the stars
We'd remember how big and small that we are
And I swear to god if I was just up to par
I wouldn't even think about crashing this car
I wish though
I ain't have to be ignorant to be blissful
I hate being scared, I hate being aware, I hate being prepared
I wish though
I ain't have to be ignorant to be blissful
And I hate that I gotta expect the worst.. to avoid getting hurt