[Verse 1]
If i didn't have rap i'd of drank for than i did
Have no hopes in life just college thats it
Be drinking everyday may take sh**
Like Heroine Methampetamines Cocaine and Ketamine
Litrally have everything no care for the world
Be getting with Heskeths getting dieseases from girls
Cuts made by blades the size of your gob
When you intentionally have to give me one
Rappers must think does Diesel take it serious
Yes course i do are you being serious?
Wrote songs everyday my pa**ion is strong
Giving me a will to win to become number one
I'm never going to work i ain't educated
I failed Fuctional Sk** so i might aswell
Have a plan to make it and i will
Ill cave in till i die pa**ion is my best sk**
[Girl Hook]
The dark nights and coldness that follows
I can't help but think about tomorrow
When the lime light shines on me
And ill get my chance to break free
2x
[Verse 2]
Next time you call me a wannabe rapper
Think back to my background when i wernt a rapper
Hated school thats why i didn't have a GCSE
Had to stay on for me to obtain
Them f** that i hated Abbots lea
f** off Ms Margrete look at your face
A past relationship dug me deep
Drank more than i did and it got extreme
A friend ratted me because of envy
He ruined me and Sarah and chats sh** about me
To others.. then they'd look away from me
After that i felt more than empty
Grandad and nan dying around then
One i didn't see one i loved the best
Despite my problums i can cope now
Rap makes me alive i can never knock down
[Girl Hook]
The dark nights and coldness that follows
I can't help but think about tomorrow
When the lime light shines on me
And ill get my chance to break free
2x
[Verse 3]
I'm in rap for everything i possably want
Respect.. because the rtespect is gone
Money to live abit of better life
Get parents better presents instead of sh**e
In it for the music because i didfrom the start
I got into Eminem 50 Cent then half
Of the gangster rap such as NWA
Then got into real sh** like Jam Master Jay
Jam to half of the greatest rappers
And i'm in it to change rap what even happened
I need to produce the real art
Auto-tune and Chris Brown is aload of my arse
But i plan to do this like a warrior
Not sell my soul and be like one of them
Its impossable but i have to try
Theres always that one pecent that hides
[Girl Hook]
Girl Hook
The dark nights and coldness that follows
I can't help but think about tomorrow
When the lime light shines on me
And ill get my chance to break free
2x