Verse 1
Experience is a nuisence I'm use to this sh**
With being abusive and having 200 units
Less lays wet days as my brain plays a twist
In ways I'm abit insane.. Ill Mindedness
People won't realise till I'm sober and like this
Needing a fix bleeding with things needing a spliff
Of hashish as my speech is elite with spits
Let me explain why I say I'm deranged let's sit
Autistic kid thinking of listing words and linguistics
Freestyling wild with vile and violent lyrics
Rhyming piles of syllables going miles over the limit
A level levitating 80 fireballs in meditation
Making pavements break.. Ain't using heavy metal
Brain waves blow away 10 rows of cattle
I'm done telling you I only need to say
With complex ways of rhyming anyway
(Hook)
Ill Minded a mind of mine that's sick
Time by time I grow slightly insane with it
Then I become more powerful just like super sonic
Then one day ill be a lyrical profit
2x
Verse 2
A person thinks of me as a normal guy
I'm more the type of psychotic you won't realise
That half of my knowledge is out of space
Different way of thinking no one has this trait
Been drinking a year having spirits
Relaxes my mind that's why I'm stupid
In your opinion need some form of numbness
If you drank the same as me you'd display dumbness
The thing that triggered madness is not achiving
Parents rented a terrace they wernt rich you see
And Abbots Lea reckon they can piss anyway my qualifications
College is better anyway in many places
I'm sorry I'm a prick nan and sorry mum and dad
And sorry Stee I'm just another twat
But I can't be here the reason I'm like this
Is the world's againced me like Scott Pilgrim
(Hook)
Ill Minded a mind of mine that's sick
Time by time I grow slightly insane with it
Then I become more powerful just like super sonic
Then one day ill be a lyrical profit
2x
Verse 3
Broke up with someone a friend was rat to me
A space of 8 months I've had plenty
Of darkness and this drinking doesn't help
A cycle spirals a portal to hell
Mum crys the way I'm destroying myself
Mental healths low just like my wealth
People are really bringing me down as a rapper then they're other problums aswell
But I stay and fight in life go and k** me like Triff
But my mind inside is like a fire egnite
A blaze inside and sometimes I attempt suicide
But I realise I'm needed I remember a time
I fell in a can*l and was gaining hypothermia
But I survived most likely to die there but
Then it made me think I'm worth something
So I plan to recover and f** with these nothing
Haters making bad places for me
Anyway I just say get away from me
You ain't a sicker rapper nah I'm crazily
Insane with lyrics and spray flames in every place
Ill make myself athousand enemys
But the others haven't found me he he
But I will get somewere just you wait
An ill mind is a mind of dopeness mate
Ill Minded a mind of mine that's sick
Time by time I grow slightly insane with it
Then I become more powerful just like super sonic
Then one day ill be a lyrical profit
2x