Always thought I thought well,
Maybe not.
At least I'm not at my moms house,
With scumbag friends,
Watching our brains rot.
I bury myself in songs and ink.
It's a bit shallow, I'll admit.
I thought I was afloat, but here I sink.
On and on and on and on and on,
Adding to my list of sad sap songs.
Always thought I wrote well,
But I guess I'm just like you.
Always sad sap songs,
Exaggerated truth.
I always knew what I was supposed to do,
I just chose not to.
Just keep talking to me,
On my own, I self-deceive.
On and on and and on and on,
Adding to my list of sad sap songs.
We never ever ever got anything across.
(Never admitted that we were the cause)
Just how cheap we are
And how much love costs.
Six months and one verse,
I fell head over heels for the girl in the camouflage shirt.
I guess it's a crutch,
Writing sad sap songs when love's too hard.
And I give up all the things I always fear are mostly in my head.
"She never makes time, or says goodnight and she's always out with them."
I always thought I had to be depressed enough,
I always thought I had to make life hard enough.
I always thought I knew what was best for me,
but look what I got, I can't go.
On and on and and on and on,
Adding to my list of sad sap songs.
We never ever ever got anything across.
(Never admitted that we were the cause)
Just how cheap we are
And how much love costs.