I guess Im a guest
Here more or less
But no ones impressed
If nothings expressed
Strapped with a vest
And my heart in my chest
Don't know about the rest
But there's no time to rest
They wish me the best
But it's really 2nd best
At best say it side ways
*and under their breath
Like the last breath
,bless the dead
While the living pressed ahead
With that pressure in their head
Pleasure strait ahead
Just wait a little more
Trying to keep count
My account is over drawn
Getting comfortable
With my own discomfort
Numb can't feel
The hunger pains in my stomach
King of the losers
Reign from the top
Where they rock like medusa
Pop like bazookas
Plans that include us
Useful to users
Dice rolling deuces
That move means we move up
That ain't shock on my face
Denying my denial
Trying like a trial by fire
Tying my patience like a liar
Crying like a child
Flying in and out of violence
Conscious of grim thoughts
Rolling till the rims fall off
And gravity fails
And we all fall off
And we all saw GOD
We were caught off guard
We were always so sure
We said that's so odd
They try and relate
With a half hearted effort
Still do by best work
When every step hurts
No pills and booze
Confused by fugazi's
The fools and the crazies
Been fooling me lately
Just me and the feeling
A mind saying deal with it
The owner of a lonely heart
Cause i forgot to feel with it
Looking for the medicine man
Not peddling grams
But the petals of plants
To settle my rants
I told them hold up hold up
They told me slow up slow up
I told them hold up hold up
They played the 1st man
2nd hand like theyre old s*uts s*ut
Pimp style when they rolled up up
It's like they know no love