Spend my life in mourning
Over things I can’t control
And now I’ve got this feeling
Like I’m not whole anymore
I’m hollowed out
I’m breaking down
It’s easy for you on the outside
But I can’t escape this rage
It tears each piece
Apart until nobody sees who I used to be
Each day is so heavy
They pile up on my back
And I don’t know where they’re heading
And no one’s coming back so I just disappear
Into the void
And lean upon
This white noise
But even there
I get a little scared
Of the pain
That builds in my chest
I wonder if I’ll collapse
If I can’t carry this
It’s not even mine to have
But I’m not bitter
I’m hollowed out
I’m breaking down
It’s easy for you on the outside
But I can’t escape this rage
It tears each piece
Apart until nobody sees who I used to be