It's all the same now, you're just ducking up these times
I wish that you could grow up and try to make it right
Instead you told me that it would be alright
I put my f**ing trust in you, but I'm afraid...
This is the last time, I feel black and blue
Did you think we'd quit cause we're without you?
Thirty something, wife and the 2.5
Another mortgage payment, you gotta fight to stay alive
No inspiration, just trying to make a dime
And this song I couldn't write, God I swear...
I've been high, denied, I hope this time will turn out right
In past times I've lost sight, couldn't barely open up my eyes
It's clear that this fear, is all just deep inside my mind
Awake and aware our destiny is crystal clear
Rely on no one to fulfill your dreams
Don't turn your back on family
Take the time, an*lyze, try to realize