When, when love ends
I am lost, but composed
I've found, I've found something else
hand held by fear
dealt d**h without cause Draw, draw on the mask
no one knows us, no one sees
behind painted veils
and proud battle scars
I hide that i'm lonely
feel I could float, drowning in apathy When you see me
I start to run
you look away and I reappear
I don't understand the games that we play
what makes us this way?
maybe it's wisdom, maybe it's fear I am my only friend
my emotions always get the best of me
I destroy, destroy beautiful things
so paint me
to watch it dissolve In my head
destructive thoughts
imagine the end
like tulips are grown to be blind When you see me
I start to turn
I've been longing for so long
that I'm used to this
numbed by the loss
this room is empty by I call it home