I'm afraid I'm gonna disappear
If someone doesn't notice that I've been around for years
I'm educated, but I can't find words to say
If it doesn't happen then I might just fade away
I don't know what it is that makes my head spin
I just wanna see the light that's trying to get in
But it takes so long
And it's always a process
And I can't find the patience
When I reach the punchline
When we all reach the punchline
Let me deliver, let me deliver
When I reach the punchline
When we all reach the punchline
Let me deliver, let me deliver
When I was young I knew exactly what to be
Surrounded by eccentrics, and it kept me on my feet
But the brains I had went all to my head
And left my words tangled, and darkened all I said
I don't know what it is that fills my head with doubt
I just wanna shine the light that's trying to get out
But it takes so long
And it's always a process
And I can't find the patience
When I reach the punchline
When we all reach the punchline
Let me deliver, let me deliver
When I reach the punchline
When we all reach the punchline
Let me deliver, let me deliver