Another morning in this frantic state
Feeling like nothing but a dead weight
The tension builds inside this brain everyday
I've run from just about everything in my life
And the words don't fall from this tongue like they used to
You left me with the fear of waking up without you
I put this body through hell for the best part of a year
And these hands are worn down from bathroom walls
And all of your unanswered calls
You've been leaving tracks in the back of my mind
Running circles around me again
You'll always miss him more than
You could ever miss me
It's tearing me apart
I've still got dirt on my knees
From digging myself up from this mess
That you left me beneath
I put this body through hell for the best part of a year
And these hands are worn down from bathroom walls
And all of your unanswered calls
Trying to find my way home
I don't know why your path is the one that my feet fall on
But I've been waiting for far too long
You led me to nothing but these cold nights alone
I put this body through hell for the best part of a year
And these hands are worn down from bathroom walls
I thought I'd made my way home
But these hole-worn shoes have wound up on your path again
I hope you know that
You left me with the fear of waking up without you