Short of breath again, with ground down teeth
I've lost weight again this week
You said you'd never lie to me, but the silence
Told more lies than you would ever speak
I never thought I'd let myself get this weak
I f**ed it once before and I know that you'll say
That we can't change, but I'm changing everyday
And when he leaves you'll come back
Walking through that door with my anxiety
Dragging right behind you on the floor
And I know you said you're sorry
And I know that you still miss me
But I don't think that you can see that you're the reason
I still can't seem to stand on my own two feet
Photo albums take me back, memories of the year
I never needed anyone's company but my own
Now it's like I can't even spend a minute alone
I f**ed it once before and I know that you'll say
That we can't change, but I'm changing everyday
And when he leaves you'll come back
Walking through that door with my anxiety
Dragging right behind you on the floor