Are you trying to scare me?
Are you trying to tell me that I'm wrong?
Well, it's working
And my sanity's wearing off
I don't know if I'm wrong
I don't know if it's in my head
But I keep having to pretend
That everything's fine, everything's fine
Maybe it is
I'm just trying to process
All of this irrelevant information
Choosing all the lies I fabricated in my mind
The ones that suit my imagination
At the same time, I'm in an arm wrestle with my rational brain
I don't know why I insist on believing I'm not good enough
For you
So it turns out I'm right
Yeah, I'm not paranoid after all
You're a coward
Ending it with a phone call
Could've done it while I was gone
You're the reason I was coming home
I'm just trying to process
All of this irrelevant information
Choosing all the lies I fabricated in my mind
The ones that suit my imagination
At the same time, I'm in an arm wrestle with my rational brain
I don't know why I insist on believing I'm not good enough
For you
Are you trying to scare me?
Are you trying to tell me that I'm wrong?
So it turns out I'm right
Yeah, I'm not paranoid after all
I'm just trying to process
All of this irrelevant information
Choosing all the lies I fabricated in my mind
The ones that suit my imagination
At the same time, everything I thought about it was true
I wasn't good enough
For you