set my d**h to total isolation
the heart has burned away
never thought to have all the answers
never loved nor learned to accept love
never loved one from the grotesque ma**es.
nearly alive not yet dead and i am near you
but feel not from the nearness.
to fall apart while others are happy
driving a wedge between pain
and greater pain.
this is pain
this is loss
is this in love?
is this enough?