[Verse 1: The Aspiring Me]
I'm in the driveway calling and you ignoring
I drove here in the rain doing 80 up through the 80's
I'm hoping that you're just bugging shocked, appauled, and Disgusted your face resembles a puzzle
I'm rough around the edges no corners to cut my message no Ear bud protection, my inner thoughts race out to you before i Catch it
I've been draking and driving with no views to reference
I've been drawing and driving with no views of blessings
It started from a tweet we out here walking shooting videos
Got a favorite from a sweetheart i've been trying to get to know
She said her name was Renee and just turned 28
I'm 25 but the look in my eyes
Suggested that I was ready for more, woe
Gotta slow down and get to know ya rather me
Besides I'm not out here by myself there's someone else
But she's on the exit I'm into next sh** thought what a blessing
It lined up like a n*gga s**ing at Tetris
I know Future bragged about taking girls to Chipotle
But damn if that wasn't our spot life hack and all
She use to come to my sessions, f** with the DAW
Even learned how to press record when it was just us
My heart fluttered early i was claiming before
We were for sure on how to make this love kite of ours soar
Good grief man now she wanna slap the boy
And tap out like I locked her in a figure 4, whoa
It's amazing on how you can go from that guy that swept her Off her feet to just that guy in a week
I haven't yet but i project in the future I'll weep
Dig a hole and hide in it I don't want n*ggaz to see
Cuz when i think of what can be
I get guilty inside
I roll up to feel good watch me inhale the pride
And when I return to sobriety I'm looking to pry
[Hook: The Aspiring Me]
Cuz I would like to get to know if I could be
That type of guy that you would be down for
Cuz when I look at you I feel something tell me
That you're who I should move on
So I would like to get to know if i could be
That type of guy that you would be down for
Cuz when I look at you I feel something tell me that you're the Type of girl that I should move on
[Verse 2: The Aspiring Me]
You say it wasn't fun
You say it's only us
I told you what it was
But you still didn't believe oh oh oh
You're tellling me that you're hurt
But I can see you're doing dirt
You're telling me that I am wrong
You're telling me that you're not strong
But I see I see a different phase of you every week girl
And I see I see I see
[Hook: The Aspiring Me]
Cuz I would like to get to know if I could be
That type of guy that you would be down for
Cuz when I look at you I feel something tell me
That you're who I should move on