[Verse 1: Apex]
I think I have realized my pa**ion and satisfaction of ma**ive amounts of rappin
God dammit what a distraction
I think I finally found that my family's not around me
I'm turnin pa**ive aggressive, neglected by my surroundings, now
Me and H got an army
It's seemin like it, the Apollos takin off into stardom now people call me like
"Micah's got the brains like he graduated from Harvard but your sitting in that co*kpit just waitin for your departure"
Apart from a starvin artist
A profit I could harness
From arsenals you could marvel
And arsen all in my vowels
The towels are gettin tossed as we crossing over to start up
This awesome rhymth we sparkin I'm startin to sin and barf up
My future is dimmin darker, my past is creepin upon us
A rapper who's kid accomplice is pa**in him in his art form
He's crafted by what I've taught him and soon enough he will slaughter
The ma**es that hit us often with
"rappin to quick is garbage"
Now
Come come now
Come come down
To the place
You could run from now
Where the sun bums down
Come come now
In the presence of a genius
Who's beatin the demons
Even if losin is winnin I'm losin my human part of being
And if being a famous rapper is dreaming, insomniatic
And if seeing myself as being the greatest MC to me
Is a bigger feat that I'll reach then to be underachieving
Then sh** I'm a problematic apparatus for this rapper status
I don't need you I don't want you I don't seek your satisfaction
I don't see myself as you perceiving me to be the rapper
Pa**in out his music like his talent has a balance
I don't care if all I do is rap cause I don't need your validation
Telling me slow it down
Maybe y'all should listen up
Rap is all I got so criticize, I ain't givin up
And to be honest I put my life in the verse but
Puttin hours in an art and being labeled that could be the worst
So here's a testimony of greatness I'm pleading guilty
I'm finding my city built me but feeling they also k**ed me
I know I'm higher than you but my pedestal is tilting
And I feel like the support that I'm gettin is kinda filthy
Do you like me?
Doo you love me?
Or you just wanna be with me?
Do you really understand
How much time I'm giving to pitty?
Over women over drama
Over stupid people commenting that
"Apex is a rapper but he won't ever be rich" please
Domination on this conquest
Been fightin this battle between life, d**h, and art
Guess it's time to realize that I'm at the top on this contest
And I ain't gunna stop yet
Gotta get out of this wasp nest
The trailer park is darker every night that I reside in it
I'm getting blinder every time my life has light in it
Despite the rhythm man I'm back and putting fight in it
Cause I'm on if the best and that's whether or not your liking it
[Verse 2: H]
Yeah yeah
Uh
Bulletproof vest I carry to every test
Peace of mind I peacefully ease in and out of stress
Red carpet dreams, appease, and then perplex
I mean please, indeed, I fiend for the success
I eat
Up these minuscule ridicules running into you
I finish you diminish you like gin and juice in swimming pools
These are the components I wrote it take down opponents
I flip, rip, and switch kick breaking down all emotions
The notion of the motion spitting flows bigger than oceans
Then divide it into payments give the quotient to my closest
Group of homies if I make then we make it if I blow it
Then we coolin' in the moment but we still gon live the dopest life
And my hope is high, raining from the sky
That's acid rain, my pain, is gain, pro mental blithe
I'm the general of this dope vocabulary
You're generalizing general statements see it's necessary
To generalize, that rap is more catchy flows and k**ing all the adversaries
Catch me at the totem pole
Cutting my face up at the top, see that's my spot
Too many days, I feel insane, but does it pertain to all of my thoughts
I'll give it a shot, to battle the shots
Lnowing that I'm the inferior one, give me the gun, ain't just a pun
Hella incredible wrecking the sun
Apex, we reign next, to break necks and make specks
We bang bang and maintain to bring pain and gain checks
That's life
H
I think we got them on that one fam
Mhm