and you're lazy so there's nothing that can stop you now from sleeping and your breathing in a silence that will drug you now so completely that you're drowning in a liquid that is glowing with strange substance and your mind will show you pictures of your body. without feeling. and you're rising to the surface of awareness
that's unconscious and you're dreaming of real violence with no consequence, with no meaning. you're not free now but unfolding and you're beautiful in the light you're not free now you're not innocent you're transparent and you're right.