[Verse 1]
Wake up in mystery
And misery, an injury
The soul bein' choked by the cloak of my history
It's behind me but retainin' all
Why do I do it? If I do it i'm remainin' small
I wanna be tall
Talkin' tower size
I'm in between the pages
Pedals when a flower dies
I live in all these stages
Levels when the hours fly
My different ages
Devil's got me in a power ties
My collar turnin', Adam's apple, where the slice go
Alter ego's askin' me, gotta tell ‘em twice no
[Verse 2]
I wanna paint a novel
I wanna write a picture
I wanna drink pills
I wanna smoke of liquor
For what is being normal
Without the opposite
You went from feeling empty
Now you're feelin' confident
You like that compliment?
You get many of ‘em
When you're awake at night
Do you believe any of ‘em?
Just take it to heart
Just take it all apart
Keep going forward but appreciate the start
Man this is deeper than a trench be
You see me where the french be
May be the coach, but i'd bench me
[Verse 3]
I went from dorm to dorm
Just to perform
To all these people who didn't appreciate me
But they said they love my work now
Where are they now?
I got 40 f**in' songs on the web
Where my views at?
This why I don't trust ‘em
When they say i gotta good voice
Standing on my own
Don't need support, let me free fall
This rhyming structure
A creative crusher
Imma do it from the soul now
Off the dome now
This is bars on bars
You can see it in the proof
This is hey nick how you doin'?
What have you been up to lately?
I've been fighting all these demons in my nightmares
And they live in my poetry
And they grow in my poetry
All this writing really doin' is just fuelin' the fire
Burning on the inside, let the ash pile
Lighters up, I mean it
Lets get high and never look down
I got too many dreams, goals, and many ambitions
My alter ego in different positions
I am so many editions
Mood is in different conditions
Journey in different missions
Thatndkid
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