[Verse 1]
Writing addiction
More like writing restriction
If I say whats on my mind, there be riots and friction
That's just my prediction
I'm just a musician, what do I know about struggles?
What do I know bout workin doubles?
Or bout havin troubles. its crazy you see
My depression isn't public but its real to me
And I got a couple friends real close to me
Highs and lows with me, bangin hoes with me
Smoking o's with me, and I owe it to the music
Without it really only feelin muted
Like its therapeutic, least i could do is share
These songs are my story they really are rare
I've struggled with troubles, and couldn't find air
I'm better right now and I promise i swear
Swear that im happy your happy I mean it
But you've had the pinnacle of it, you've seen it
When we were a team it was all that we needed
Each other together no need to delete it
Delete it for modification
Just think of it like its vacation
Like its vacation
But hit me up after you've had graduation
Life is so crazy, I could use a break
Said some things did some things, that's my mistake
Recording my songs so they know im not fake
Play them on loop at my wake, that's far away
Life is beginning again every day
Probably shouldn't put rapping on my resume
But once I get on my feet, here imma stay
Make peace with myself like om namaste
[Verse 2]
Start at college
Where i'm pose to get some knowledge
Learned more from my poetry
Go full circle like a rotary
Satisfaction
Writing always been a distraction
Recording just a couple for some traction
Start a chain reaction, like woah
Woah, 17 tracks on yo soundcloud
Turn up the speakers to sound loud
Internet internet my crowd
Got off my feet, make the ground proud
Lose that weight holdin me down now
Its funny I rap, i'm a clown now
Hit me up girl i'm around now
Once I was lost, but i'm found now
I know I know i'm repetitive
But writing has become a sedative
Want positive equal to negative
Beat myself up i'm competitive
Me vs me i'm my own worst enemy
See me losing and turn it to energy
Maybe need teamwork, develop some chemistry
Sorry i'm sorry not lookin for empathy
Life is so crazy, like real unpredictable
You thinkin they see you but only invisible
A clock with no hands, why i'm feelin so digital
Time to be me, cuz I am so original
Life is beginning again every day
Probably shouldn't put rapping on my resume
But once I get on my feet here imma stay
Make peace with myself, like om namaste