Its crazy how you can go from being so integrated
So celebrated so stimulated to vindicated
From blaming yourself to accepting life distresses
From circling negativity to emphasize successes
To being proud of the man you have become
Never let losing replace what you have won
Cuz youre winning more than youre losing
Back in control of the choosing
No constant self abusing
Smoke and bottles are less using
And you
Made this far, damned if you turn back around
Started from the bottom, damned if you dont get the crown
We talkin full 180, remember after Katie?
Thought damn the sky is falling, but found plenty more ladies
And theres plenty more fishes, maybe ill learn to swim
Spend a whole day with me, and think yeah i like him
Maybe go out tonight, you earned a couple shots
Get drunk off grey goose, with some chasers or not
Oh damn its comeback season, and im ready to make it
This rope been tying me down, and im ready to break it
And im ready to flourish
Like damn that kid got courage
Lost what i had with her, but damn thats just the surface
And its deeper than that, this is deeper than rap
Shout out the homies talkin max, tyler, coot, tooch and pat
And i got plenty more, yeah you know who you are
When friends are family, you know you'll make it far
And im proud of myself, for lookin deep within
My evil alter ego, is no longer my twin
Just me myself and i , im keepin up my chin
Wear my heart at the sleeve, got blood on my skin
And i'd k** to be happy, and i'd k** to be golden
Fell apart in stitches, i'd k** to be woven
I'd k** to be listened, i'd k** to be liked
New songs are coming out, and i ain't even piked
Or i mean even peaked, im on a winning streak
Lyrics do all the talking, i don't even speak