A gnawing obsession
Aiming for perfection
Possessing a handicap
Might seem like two steps back
The mirror changed me
My self-image deranged me
I'm ugly and disfigured
I was never satisfied
Years of therapy
Wasted time and anxious dreams
I waited for so long
But I was always ready
I tried to convince them
But still they couldn't see
But I don't care
Shoot me up and cut below the knee
All throughout my life
Like a parasite it seemed
A burden to mind
It never was a part of me
But now it's gone, I'm sitting here
Unable to explain
This sudden happiness
I wonder, have I gone insane?
Years of therapy
Wasted time and anxious dreams
I waited for so long
But I was always ready
I tried to convince them
But still they couldn't see
But I don't care
Shoot me up and cut below the knee
Give me back my self-esteem
Help me please, fulfill my dream
A lump of flesh that serves no one
Thank you Christ, at last it's gone
Thank you Christ, at last it's gone
Thank you Christ, at last it's gone
Give me back my self-esteem
Help me please, fulfill my dream
A lump of flesh that serves no one
Thank you Christ, at last it's gone
Thank you Christ, at last it's gone
Thank you Christ, at last it's gone