[Verse 1: Skogey]
It eats me alive just to know that I upset you
Ruins me to admit that I don't get you
Kinda self-destructive
I figured out minutes after I met you
But f** it do you girl, I'mma let you
All I wanna do is talk, try to help you feel better
But I know damn well that later just means never
I know it's just attention
Attention I'm willing to give
But from me it doesn't matter
All she cares about is him
Selfish and abusive but all she wants is validity
Don't know she's f**ing perfect and that just breeds toxicity
I tell her that love her
That won't get us anywhere
I tell her that love her
I swear she don't f**ing care
I can tell she's just plain scared
A simple laugh to help get by
But deep inside she wanna cry
I look into those pretty eyes
I see walls
I see barriers
sh** could withstand harriers
I wanna break em down
But sh** would just get hairier
A f**ing independent
And that I can respect
Wanna be left alone
But that just feels like neglect
I can't say I truly love her
And then leave her with those fears
I can't say I truly love her
And then leave her with those tears
It's what she f**ing wants don't realize its f**ing useless
Keeping sh** locked up, leaving everybody clueless
Can't imagine how she's feeling
I don't know how she could do this
I wish she'd open up
Hope she'd realize what the truth is
[Verse 2: Skogey]
But all of that's just what I thought for the first month
After that we fought all the sh** just got rough
Petty sh** to get at me, tryna to f** with me mentally
Left me feeling used and got pissed at the sh** you sent to me
You told me that you loved me, now I know it's all just lies
And I'm left here wondering if you do this to other guys
To me it seems heartless
To me it seems cruel
But you'll do it regardless
Do you think it seems cool
I guess I'm pissed off that I let myself fall
For someone who obviously didn't give a sh** at all
To me you're just a hypocrite
To me your love is counterfeit
You say don't lead em on
But you led me into an abyss
And smoked me like I'm cannabis
I'm writing to let you know that I will never be a fan of this
I'll never be a fan of his
And if he ever hurts you
He'll walk into my f**ing fist
I claim to be a pacifist, I'll clock him like its 4x6
And leave his a** bloodied like a fool that tried to slit his wrists
But sh**
[Outro: Skogey]
I can honestly say that I still have feelings for you
I can honestly say that I hate the fact that I do
Because deep inside I know, I know our love was never true
But deep down inside I know, I know I still love you