Welcome to my life, try to be me for an hour
I can't f**ing breath, I can't even take a shower
Without having thoughts, about me taking suicide
I can tell my mom, I feel okay, but if I did, I lied
I don't really give a f**, about your false kindness
You didn't see, didn't care before, you call it blindness
You didn't bother to help, when I needed guidance
All you saw was me depressed, and that I used violence
As an escape, to get away from this rock bottom life
But you f**ers doesn't know, how it's f**ing like
To be so hurt, and angry, that you don't know who
You are anymore, that you've lost all your feelings, you
Searching for an answer, and what it the meaning of
Life, you can't find it, so you stop looking, it's like
I fell off this planet, even before I was born
I was an unborn accident, I supposed to be born with horns
How long can I go, before I lose my mind
How much pain can I take, before my feelings blind
How many times can I, deny I've failed this life
How many days will it take, untill I find a knife