Runnin out of time runnin out of options
Feelin that im gonna die feel my heart stoppin
Skip atbeat then another beat
Look at where am at i can taste the defeat as the chair gets kicked out from under my feet
Lay me down to sleep and i dont pray because every time i speak
Im reminded that i already sold my soul so there ain’t no soul for the lord to keep
Im a failure
Worthless
I can’t even see a big house or benz
I see graves n hearses
Seein everybody that i once loved hurtin
Knowing everything that ive said ain’t working
And i tried and tried and tried and tried
And ive bled ive sweat ive screamed ive cried
But one wanna stay now
But everybody got somethin to say now
Im so tired of these same old games now
And i hate what life became now
And
I dont wanna leave
But im too scared to stay
And i dont wanna breathe
But im too scared to say
How i feel bout everything
How i feel bout life
Its a constant fight
Everybody say when you sad then they feel sad but ive been down my whole life
And everybody wanna say that they know how it feel but
The fact is everyones different
Some people find help and saviors others grab their wrists and.. well you know the rest