[Verse]
Since the dizziness came, I became numb to what I hear
The layers of the music seem to disappear
The whole picture there but colors bleed together
Made a worse resolution cause my wavelength's tethered
And I spend too much time driving the point to the edge
And not enough seeking hows and whys and whens
Waiting slowly for a house, a wife and then
Giving life to a boy or girl or ten
Thinking bout the future cause I fear the present
Was never great at giving thanks or taking blessings
If there's a heaven, I wish it made more sense
Than a gold fence outlining what's destined
Living pa**ively, avoiding catastrophe
Worried that I never do at all what you ask of me
And only half of me is wanting success
Depression swallows all my organs then he spits out the rest
All I wanna do is spit on stage
Sell a couple records and bring hope to my age
But it's too f**ing bright out I'm getting signed out
Cause I hated what was popping and I lived in a cage
So I'm trying and I'm mopping up my failures and all
Giving meaning to my demon-spawned behavior that crawls
Cutting lines till I'm eating but I'm sitting alone
So tell me – Is it for here or to go?