[Verse 1: Anthony Jacobs]
Depressed as f**, isn't he?
Mad as f** isn't he?
He's trapped inside his home and his mind, he's self imprisoning
All of this success and the fame that I keep visioning
These b**hes talking sh** and try to judge how I'm living, G
All these thoughts are building up, I cannot take it
If this sh** just keeps on happening, I'm bout to meet my maker
I pop a couple Xani mind erasers, drink straight out the bottle cuz I never need a chaser
You can bet that, all alone record my setbacks, I'm jumping on this beat like a border hopping wetback
I said I'm jumping on this beat like a border hopping wetback
And I fly across the country on my jetpack, drowsy, tired as f** from all the jetlag
And I'm mad at the fact that I'm mad at myself, and I swallowed every chance I had to ask for some help
And, I'm not the little angel that you thought I was, motivation falling like the leaves in the autumn was
Lonely and sad I spend most of my days, it's hard to stay positive when skies are so grey
And if you ever got feedback, don't hesitate, this my own style, I don't ever try to emulate
b**h, I'm the bomb and I'm bout to f**in detonate
My flow is so dangerous, drop the tape and y'all gon decimate
My self esteem is finally rising, don't destroy it
"You're too white to make rap music," who gives a sh** I enjoy it
And you haters keep talking, I'm gon destroy ya, this beat hit harder than a hit from De La Hoya
And, I'm bout fed up with all the trash talk, keep running your mouth, get your face slammed in the asphalt
Foaming out my mouth because I took a bunch of bathsalts
This sh** is automatic, Rocket Power when I blast off, when I blast off
I said this sh** is automatic, rocket power when I blast off
Lonely and sad I spend most of my days, it's hard to stay postive when sky's are so grey
Lonely and sad I spend most of my days, it's hard to stay postive when sky's are so grey