[Intro: D_cider]
I heard you got married
You got two more sons
Live in a huge a** warm house
Drive the latest Mercedes
ALLS GOOOD!!!
[Verse: D_cider]
Dear Sperm Donor
I hope you listen this when you alone uh
I'm that son you wasn't there for
Had this feeling ever since I was a tadpole
Pardon me, if I ain't call you Dad
If you was the water bill you wouldn't have a unit on the meter
In simple words you don't deserve that title!
If I had a choice to give it to anyone without hesitation it would go to the baby sitter
Mama worked like a slave
Day in day out, couldn't tell if she was a night fitter or night shifter
Matter fact both, what happened?
I thought you were an honest believer
Let me fix my voice,hmugh I'm such a vocal plumber
Turn the volume up this is the winner of the day you wasn't using no rubber when I turned five the Lord took my o'lady, I was left bitter
Clothes with no sleeve during the cold winter
Wife bitter
Its been 17 years i just came back from mamma's grave
Life is dark more wild like I was born with mammals in a cave
But that's just monkey business to you
You never even popped the question, you just planted a seed and left
Never mind that I wanted us to talk about something else too much too say, but not enough time for me,oh yeah so it rings the bells
All I'm saying your actions weren't brave
One of the reasons at school I'm finding it hard to behave
Let along let God in, the same person who took something precious from me,be the same person Church says my life he can save
I feel like his a treat,I'm not going atheist on you...wait...wait...let me finish my sentence!
I'm not raising my voice!
It feels so normal to me I grew up with rage
All these emotions chained on a tender age
I freak out as the water gauge
Ofcourse I can't swim, isn't that something you should know?
I thought as much What-what!...I don't have respect?
When did you teach me that? Have you ever wondered why I'm so confused beyond reason
Do you know how it feels googling manhood,the vast results you get when you type in that search engine S-Stop cutting me...
Let me off-load I have to drive back home,you know its a long road
Joburg to Mankayane is not a joke
So when she pa**ed on I was only five years old
Didn't it click to you I needed someone I hold on to
My little fragile fingers I scratched my head puzzled,I remember that day I had my bald on too
They were talking in the sitting room, where am I going to stay?
My school fees, who was going to pay? Then they held hands and said let's pray
I should lower my volume, old folks are praying its devotions
My heart soaked up, give me some water, pa** me the soap
Washing away all these emotions
Left the burden to my grandparents
One day you'll burn I'll serve the devil with his favorite servants
Watch you go through pain and solitude you never saw me go through My heart is bitter, all because of you Maybe we could have healed together Help each other ceal the wounds together
The hood was rough place to grow up in
I received love from thugs
I got deceived I fell in love with d**
I started treating women like trash just like you did,even though it wasn't my intention
I just broke my girls heart and you the first to hear this confession
[Outro: D_cider]
Yeah
May the Lord forgive my pops, for abandoning me in Joburg, in the City Of Gold
Where the women are hot and n***as are cold
May the Lord forgive my pops, for abandoning me in Joburg, in the City Of Gold
Where the women are hot and n***as are cold