When there is so much distance between us
I do not know how we can exist
Out of pity
Out of shame
Out of my mind
But you are innocence
And I am filth
And our paths may never cross again
If we leave now
We must leave now
Maybe I don't want you to wait around for me
Maybe your ideal is something we can't be
Maybe you don't realize what it is you've done
Maybe you don't realize you've never been the only one
But I always settle in comfortability
[Yeah, I know it's not a word]
Though right now I grow restless
And just when I needed you the most
You didn't even try to think of the right words to say
So while you slept I lay next to you weeping
Just as when you wake I lie next to you
Dying inside
We must leave now
You complain about the ways of your life
And I don't really want to hear it
Even when I ask
You never wanted to know my thoughts
You never wanted to know how I feel
And you never took the time to know me
And I have no one when I cry
Yet you have me