[Intro]
(What do you desire?)
(Bi—b*tch, haha)
Uh, yeah
[Verse]
Too fu*ked up in the head, so I need meds just to fall asleep
Looked Kobe up in his eyes, told him, "I'd kill for you, you better kill for me"
If you ain't here with me, you made that decision yourself to go against me
How could you?
Well, fu*k that, I'm back and I'm better than ever
Give a fu*k, I'll sh*t on whoever
When I'm high, I go talk to the Devil
Ballin' out with my day one fellas
If I called you brother once, just know this, ni**a, I love you forever
But, sh*t
[Chorus]
Stop askin' me how I'm doing, it's all in the music
Just hеard my mom and dad been gettin' into it
And I hate that they know thеy son been usin'
At first I was doin' it to cope but now I abuse it, it's real
Neglectin' my baby sister, I hope that you know that I miss you
I know that we don't talk that much, we need to keep in touch, you growin' up fast
These ni**as better know your worth, not play with you or I'm on they ass
Havin' talks with my baby brother, he say he been gettin' bullied
And I put this on Brenda, say he wanted to take his soul
I looked at the lil' ni**a crazy 'cause he only ten years old
[Post-Chorus]
And me and Jozizzy was thuggin', sittin' back, pourin' up 4's
I told him I'm losin' control, the drugs, they takin' my soul
And I know that he feel me the most 'cause he been down that road
[Outro]
Love you, Kobe, love you, Mari, love you, Nautia
Love you, Ma, love you, Dad, even though we don't see eye-to-eye
Love you, Granny, love you, CJ, love you, Nanny, love you, Pop, love you, Sweet Pea
I love you, Uncle Josh, I love you to all my ni**as
I love you, Mel, love you, Pop Pop, I love you, Uncle Carlin
I love all my supporters, hope all is well