[Verse 1: Steezefield]
I feel distant from old friends, closer to new ones
Guess I'm in my feelings but at least I be true son
You say that I'm f**ing up yet I think that I'm soon on
I do it for a city that don't listen to you bruh...yeah
...I say it all because I do it all
...You say it all because you wish you could
...Got my homies that are down to ride-
...I see you trying but it isn't good
...New sh** we made in the stu
...Hop up in the Benz, then we go for a cruise
City lights flashing by in a blur, what's the word
My phone is never ringing no one saying a word, word
Sometimes I feel like I ain't supposed to live
Sometimes I feel like I should end it all
Sometimes I think that I should take a drink
But I don't really touch that alcohol
Sometimes I feel like I should leave a call
But I know that you don't want that sh**
But then I slip and Ima leave that call
f** I wish I could erase that sh**
I know I gotta man up and then just face that sh**
Say what's really on my mind and hope you take that sh**
But I can't I feel scared like I ain't made for this
...I ain't made for this
[Hook: Steezefield]
...You said that you would be here from the start
...You said that I would always have your heart
...You said that you would be here from the...start
[Verse 2: Alex Jordahl]
Yeah, so tell me if you down to roll
Cause we could roll a couple up and talk about it
Trying to make progress, weed always makes you quiet
I wanted to work it out, but it hurts the more that we try it
I'm trying to get together, I'm trying to keep us together
I don't want this sh** to end, but I'm focused on these endeavors
And baby I'm chasing dreams
And these dreams starting to scare me
The day that the stress will go away is the day I'm f**ing buried
Its scary, but that's the life that I've been chasing for a minute
The models and all the bottles, they riding because you with it
Them the same ones who gon' split the minute that its finished
When your 15s gone and your buzz starts to diminish
That's when you, you supposed to be there like you said you was
These text messages talking about how I'm messing up
I just gotta watch out for myself and I know you see me hurting
I'm just hoping that you help me, one time
Yeah, one time
[Hook: Steezefield]
...You said that you would be here from the start
...You said that I would always have your heart
...You said that you would be here from the...start